I’ve had extensive past few weeks, some good, some I wished never happened, but everything – well most things, all happen for a reason to either get over it and progress to a better place, or worse… just well you know, become worse.

I don’t understand how some people get away with so much bad-doings and then still rake in the benefits and good aspects in life to the point where you just know its ridiculous!! I stand by the sidelines to see feelings get hurt, emotions run wild, nasty things get said and done to the point where if it wasn’t for the moment of chill the fuck out and let’s really think about this it would be an atomic bomb that get’s released for all humanity to be destroyed.

Personally, humanity is already destroyed in this country. People can’t be honest anymore, even when you have ‘the talk’, it always just goes back to the same old thing again. It takes a toll on anyone who might’ve had a little bit of sanity and common sense – then it’s gone forever. Getting lost in the comfort of laziness and easibility, fuck that shit. People love to talk.. I just can’t get over that, well, for one, I got caught up in the ‘talking’ but it ironically, it surprises me on how much I don’t ever end up saying, gets said by someone else… and that’s okay.

Pft. Double standards.

But on a lighter note, I’m going to scuba dive in 2 weeks! Hurray!! I miss the fishies and excitement of submerging into water.